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estiroseI'm going to store the Agender Ganma universe fics here.
(Note: Due to the weirdness of this universe, there's a guy who is essentially pregnant in later fics and mentions of mpreg throughout.)
(Note: Due to the weirdness of this universe, there's a guy who is essentially pregnant in later fics and mentions of mpreg throughout.)
The original fic that started it
Date: 2016-02-17 02:27 am (UTC)Chiyo looked at her siblings. She was the only one of the three that normal people could see by default, unless the other two made themselves visible. She'd sometimes envied that, especially when she didn't want to go to school or be in class. Of course, her father could see all of them regardless.
Candide and Alexis could both assume a humanoid form, but they didn't look human, so they normally just accompanied her to school and learned over her shoulder. Candide was a bit older than her, Ganma gestations being quite a bit shorter than human pregnancies, carried to term within their father's body. Which would have weirded most people out, because their father appeared male, and yet her siblings had been born that way.
"I agree," Alexis chimed in. They were working on schoolwork. Their mother had insisted that Alexis and Candide practice even if they couldn't live in normal human society. That way, the three of them could work together even if most people could only see one.
Their father tried to teach them how it would be like to live in Ganma society on the Ganma world. Chiyo wished sometimes that her siblings could go there to have a normal life for them, instead of having to practically stay with her. She herself had no desire to live there, given Ganma views, though she could probably survive in Ganma society.
"Maybe the seal is becoming undone?" she asked. After all, her family was tense, from their parents and uncle to her honorary aunt and uncles. Something was happening that they didn't want to tell Chiyo, Alexis, and Candide.
"Maybe," Candide allowed.
It was good news and bad. Good for her siblings, bad for the world. If the Ganma could reach Earth again, there was a good chance that they'd try to invade. Her family would fight back, protect the Earth, though it would pain her Uncle Takeru, who only wanted peace between the two.
Her mother had told her that Uncle Takeru had been the happiest when each of the three of them had been born, unions between human and Ganma. It hadn't mattered to him how each of them had been born, either out of their mother or their father.
"Let's find out," Alexis said, and Chiyo nodded. Candide bobbed. They'd always tried to act in consensus. It was, in some ways, an important way in both of their worlds.
Chiyo got up, and not looking back, knew that her siblings would follow.
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Date: 2016-02-17 02:45 am (UTC)Alain had been pretty much ready to release it into the wild without ceremony, but the rest of them had stepped in and protested. It was why Candide now had a name, and a set of family members that it could come to. Even if it was an adult in some ways, thanks to a genetic memory of sorts, it still didn't know how to function in a world that it couldn't really touch. Hopefully Kanon's baby would be able to be its companion, its hands of sorts in the human world.
"Come on, Candide," he said, figuring that the Eyecon would enjoy learning more about its new world. Even if Alain didn't know what to do with his new child, and Takeru wasn't quite sure himself, he would teach Candide what Candide needed to survive.
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Date: 2016-02-17 02:58 am (UTC)Kanon isn't sure how much Ganma she wants her children to be. It's why Candide and Alexis go to kindergarten with Chiyo, so that they can learn human ways of interacting. No matter how much she loves Alain, she doesn't want her kids picking up Ganma attitudes.
Chiyo is at least careful about where she talks in the strange little tongue. Her teachers haven't asked Kanon or Alain about any strange language use. Kanon knows that the language helps tie Candide and Alexis to the human world.
Someday, Alain thinks, Candide and Alexis might be able to assume human form, probably by imitating Chiyo's. But they're not there yet, no matter how much she wants them to be. She loves them as much as she would if she had birthed them herself, and she wants the best for them.
Just like any mother would, even if the circumstances were a bit odd. Even if they're more Alain's children than hers.
So Kanon does her best to be a human mother to three kids, even if the rest of the world sees only one, because she loves them.
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Date: 2016-02-17 02:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-02-19 07:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-02-20 02:05 am (UTC)Takeru nodded, able to guess what the topic had been about. Alain had surprised everyone - to put it mildly - during a family conversation over food, and Makoto had practically stomped off after the meal.
"Is it about what happened earlier?" Takeru asked.
Candide bobbed, his best approximation of a nod. Takeru couldn't blame the youngster for being confused; when Ganma and human cultural norms clashed, especially over the topic in question, adult humans and Ganma got confused too and Candide was relying on a kind of genetic memory to function.
"Ratin and Gonta couldn't explain it," Candide told him.
"It is hard," he acknowledged. "Sometimes words don't translate too well between your Gonta and our world."
"Like Ratin doesn't like being called 'father'?" Candide asked.
Takeru remembered that explanation and Kanon's reaction to being called a father. "Because of human gender differences, she wasn't comfortable with that. But because 'ratin' means something a little different, she doesn't mind you calling her that."
It meant 'the/a parent that doesn't gestate the child' in the Ganma language, where "gonta" denoted 'the parent that gestates the child'. It was nowhere near 'father' and 'mother', except in the generic sense. But Kanon had accepted it because the meaning was different.
Candide bobbed up and down, accepting the answer.
"In your Gonta's world, people don't keep track of someone's parents. Here, we do." It was what made humans better, in some ways. "We keep track and we raise our children, if possible, but it works differently there." He sighed. He'd wanted to like the Ganma world, but in the end, he'd had to seal it away because its inhabitants were so dangerous to Earth. "Your Uncle Makoto was upset because your Gonta never told him that he was a ratin to one of Gonta's children." Among other things. "Your Gonta didn't tell him because he didn't think it was important, but it was important to your Uncle Makoto. Different cultures have different ways of doing things, and sometimes it makes people upset."
Onari had speculated, based on what Alain had told him, that the Ganma created souls that would eventually come to Earth and be born as humans. And then, after they died, sometimes they came home. Makoto had been upset to learn that he had essentially sired at least one child on his male-looking brother-in-law. Takeru had actually been sympathetic to Alain after the shock wore off - at the time, Alain didn't know the importance of family to humans, so he had a good excuse for not knowing the fate of his child or children. Hopefully for Makoto's sake, the child or children had been reborn as human souls in human bodies so that they weren't trapped in the Ganma world.
He wondered what Kanon thought - it had been quite a shock to find out that she herself had 'fathered' a child on her husband, back when Candide had been born. To find out that Candide and Kanon's unborn child had cousins that were also half-siblings to them probably wasn't easy to digest - he had a hard time getting his mind around the concept himself - probably wasn't easy on her, though it was probably easier than when Candide had emerged from Alain's chest.
"Oh," Candide said, in the tone that said he was considering what Takeru had said.
"If you have questions, come back to me." Takeru smiled at the Eyecon, watching Candide absentmindedly flot off. It was something not easy to deal with, but they'd eventually figure it out. Eventually.
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Date: 2016-02-22 11:09 pm (UTC)"Good afternoon," Chiyo said politely. She knew that behind her, her siblings were watching out for Ganma, their kin. Most humans didn't know that there was an invasion going on. It wasn't unknown for Ganma to possess people, and Chiyo had been warned to get out of someplace if it looked like her kin were in the area. She could see Ganma where most couldn't, and it was dangerous for her if she stared at the wrong being for a long time. Mostly because she could be mistaken for a human and have her body killed. It wouldn't kill her completely, just force her into Eyecon form. She knew there was a way for her to take over another Ganma's body, but she didn't know the specifics.
"I'd like to talk to you." There was warmth in the woman's voice, but Chiyo could hear steel in it too. The woman was used to being in command; in some ways she reminded Chiyo of her father.
Ganma? Her father mentioned that he had those he called siblings, though as far as anyone knew they weren't related to him.
"I believe there's space over there." Chiyo nodded towards an area that was somewhat hidden; enough for her to escape if needed.
"Thank you." There was a wider smile this time, as if this was exactly what the woman wanted too. Chiyo led the woman to the secluded area.
"What would you like to talk to me about?" Chiyo asked. She knew that Alexis and Candide were behind her.
"I wanted to see my nieces and nephew," the woman said simply, and her eyes flickered towards where they shouldn't. "I'm your aunt Alia."
"Rara?" Candide asked, a clear question to Chiyo - should they drop their human guises and fly? Their code word was derived from both Japanese and Ganma, but only their father would have known how to interpret it.
"I - we've never met anybody on father's side," Chiyo said cautiously, answering both Alia's unspoken question and Candide's spoken one.
"You look like your father, all of you." Alia regarded the three of them with some gentle amusement. "I could tell that two of you couldn't be seen. What are your names?"
"I'm Chiyo." Chiyo saw no point in avoiding the question. "My older sibling is Candide, and my younger one is Alexis." This could be a trap, but it could be just a sympathetic "relative" on the Ganma side of the family wanting to see how their father was coping living in the human world.
Alia took Candide's chin, gently maneuvering his head around. "And some of Kanon in there too."
Chiyo must have looked surprised, or Alexis did, for Alia added, "I watched Kanon grow up. I know how she looks."
Ganma, even if being able to see Alexis and Candide made it obvious. And royal Ganma, which meant that the walls had thinned enough for her to make it through. If they got through this, their family would have to be warned.
"We're pleased to meet you, aunt," Chiyo said in the politest way possible.
Alia dropped her hand off of Candide's chin. "Won't you come home with me?" she asked, though Chiyo had to wonder how much of a request and how much an order it was. They were part Ganma, after all. Technically speaking, Alia ruled over them.
"I couldn't fit in there." Chiyo smiled back. "But Candide and Alexis...." They could sneak in and sneak out. She could shift only with difficulty.
"Nonsense." Aunt Alia didn't seem to be put off by Chiyo's words at all. "You're all Ganma; I can tell Alain has done a good job in raising you." She switched to high Ganma in the second sentence. Chiyo was not sure how she understood, because it wasn't quite what she and the others spoke, but she did.
"But Gonta... made it clear he wasn't welcome back." Alexis spoke softly. "And that we wouldn't be welcome."
"I can't say that Alain will ever be welcome back," their aunt said, "But you are not Alain. And our father will want to meet his grandchildren."
She did not want to meet her 'grandfather', especially if it involved leaving Earth. "I think we'd want our Gonta with us." It was risky, but she didn't think going to the Ganma world was a good idea. "Besides, we're not really related, are we?"
That should permanently end any relationship that might have started. Not that one needed to be related to be an aunt or uncle.
"Is that what Alain told you?" Alia was laughing. "True, most family lines aren't tracked, but ours is an exception. It has to be. I know how many children I have and the scientists can find them if they need to. Your grandfather is really your grandfather. And I'm sure he'll want to meet you."
There was a way to find their missing cousins and any full siblings in case any existed. Her uncle Makoto might be glad to hear of that, at least somewhat.
"Maybe someday, when the Ganma have taken over Earth." In other words, never.
Aunt Alia smiled at her, as if that was a foregone conclusion. "Of course." Of course Chiyo and her siblings would meet their family. Because of course her human kin wouldn't stop them someday.
She knew without looking that this was something she'd have to discuss with her siblings. Whether Candide and Alexis wanted to live in a world where they could be a full part.
But this was not the moment. Aunt Alia leaned in and kissed Candide on the cheek, following up with Chiyo and Alexis. "You'll be home someday," Alia said, and walked off, leaving Chiyo and the others to watch.
"We're not going without you," Candide said without prompting. "That's not our world."
"But you could live there okay."
"And be part of the Ganma who would take away our world from us? No." Candide obviously felt strongly.
"We don't want to be part of the world that turned Gonta away." Alexis strode forward. "We'd be tracked because of our bloodline anyway. You heard what she said."
"We'd be expected to help lead an invasion." Candide hadn't moved, as far as Chiyo could tell. "Can you see them passing that up? We know how humans work. We're the equivalent of royal blood. We need to fly back asap and tell Gonta and the others what happened. It's the only way to keep us safe."
It made sense. Chiyo was awkward at flying, but what had to be done had to be done. Besides, it was more or less a consensus between the three of them, the way they'd always decided. "Help me change."
And they did. Because it was how they did things.
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Date: 2016-06-12 11:20 pm (UTC)Jeannot would be a problem. Jeannot was just fanatical enough that Gako might not be able to get away easily.
"Well, I was thinking," Haru said. "It would be hard to distract Jeannot - unless he was under orders to stay here and pay attention to something. And why shouldn't that be a gestating me?"
"You want to mate with Jeannot?" She knew that Haru had wanted to be one of them ever since he was little, but to gestate? Did he know how that would be? The only male human who had gestated to term so far was Haru's father, who was her gonta. Nobody else had wanted to, sensibly, seeing what gonta had gone through to have her. He'd been extremely tired to the point of mandatory bedrest for the last two or three weeks of the events, and even after he'd been forbidden from anything strenuous for a few days. Even if carrying Gako to term hadn't caused him any lasting physical damage, she knew that he'd been too tired to take care of himself well, as if he'd been deeply depressed.
She loved her brother too much to put him through that - especially with Jeannot, who would only care that Haru was advancing what there was of the Ganma agenda, breeding another generation, a bigger one. They'd all grown up with the expectation that they'd take part, though Gako doubted that Alain would have wanted Haru to be a gonta.
"Not really." Haru gave her a grin. "But if it's Jeannot's partial fault - because Jeannot didn't say no - there might be orders. And if you and dad and mom complained, I'm sure that there would be. And then Jeannot'd be stuck making sure I ate and went to the restroom and was protected while I carried a new life inside me."
She couldn't imagine volunteering to be in that kind of state. And she could tell, though Haru tried to hide it, that Haru wasn't keen on doing this either. But Chiyo deserved peace. "Do you really want to have Jeannot hanging around you for a month? I couldn't stand him hanging around me for a day."
"The scarier thing to me is having to go in and mate. I've got others to act as a buffer, at least unless Jeannot and his gonta convince the prince that I need to be there at their home for maximum care." Haru at least paled a bit at that idea. "Hopefully Dad can argue them out of that, too."
She hoped so.
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Date: 2016-06-12 11:22 pm (UTC)"I'm not tired." He did feel a little shaky, but he wasn't sleepy. There was a difference.
"Your gonta said that you needed bedrest. My gonta told me to follow their opinion." Jeannot was gritting teeth, Haru could tell. "Our leader said that you had to be watched over carefully because you are fragile. This is why you will get into bed and rest."
"Jeannot, I know what I was getting myself into, I know what my mother said. Could you please just back off? I will rest when it is time." He sat down on the futon. "I might be fragile, but I am part of our group and have an idea of what I need to do."
The other growled. "The only reason I agreed to your choice is that if you insisted on going through the *experience* of being a gonta I could make sure no permanent damage was done. I thought, that with your gonta that you would take reasonable care of yourself."
"I am taking reasonable care of myself. I've limited my activities, I'm taking extra time to do things, I know my limitations." Hopefully Gako would be able to get out of there soon and check up on Chiyo before he went mad. "I don't agree that it's time for me to be on total bedrest."
"If your gonta says you should be on bedrest, then you will be on bedrest." Jeannot shoved Haru down again.
"I discussed this whole idea with my parents before I approached you. My father warned me of the effects. My mother made sure I was healthy and counseled me on what I might be facing. I'm sure she'd agree that while I need rest, it doesn't make sense to consign me to a bed."
"Your ratin was not part of our generation." Jeannot pressed him down. "We are expected to produce many children. You are expected to participate. You cannot participate - even as a ratin - if you are not careful now."
He'd known how fantatic Jeannot and his gonta were. He should have expected something of the sort. He realized for Chiyo's sake that he had to keep Jeannot occupied, but it was hard. His father had not been put on bedrest until later on, but Haru was a breeder per Alexis, so his health was monitored much more. Or at least that's what Gako's ratin had told him about what was expected of a breeder. Eventually he would become worker caste by Ganma standards, but the breeder designation came first.
There weren't uncooperative breeders in the Ganma world. Soldiers didn't normally come in contact with them, and Jeannot was a soldier.
"You're right." Jeannot looked surprised at his words. "I don't feel tired now, but if I'm to fulfil my duty, I have to be careful."
"Surprisingly reasonable for your family." Jeannot helped him pull up his covers. He didn't need the help, but better to keep Jeannot distracted.
"I've always had to be the responsible one of my siblings." That was true, at least. "That's why I chose someone else responsible when I chose to be a gonta. I still find myself to be impulsive, even when I try to take after my mother."
Jeannot nodded. "Ah. So you were planning for moments like these when you become irrational."
"Yes. I may try to rationalize my way out of bedrest, but I know I'll have to be on it." He was not looking forward to that - getting to the point where he'd barely feel like getting out of bed because his child was occupying so much of his energy. "Whatever my mother says."
"I hold the memories of what happened the last time a human male became gonta. I will make sure that you can't hurt yourself in your irrational periods."
It sounded so genuine, probably because it was. As much as Haru knew that Jeannot would drive him crazy over the next few weeks, at least he would do it for reasons that he believed in.