The good news is that my rearchiving project has finally gotten into a format I like and is going well. Currently, it's mostly stuff from Dreamwidth (like a recent set of Kamen Rider Gaim ficlets and commentfics) and the current Dots (archiving through Charmed).
But instead of feeling confident about my writing, my inner editor-type processes are working overtime. The ones that say that I can't write and maybe it's a good thing that nobody reads a lot of my fics, and maybe I shouldn't post to AO3, just into my own little corner so that people don't have to read my goshawful fics.
It's even affecting my in-progress stuff, which I'll go into under cut.
( Academic uncertainty, or why in the heck did I think I could even start to cover the complexity that is love in Fatal Frame II? )
( And now Kouta may be crushing on Michi which I did not mean to stick into Smoothing Skirts really )
But instead of feeling confident about my writing, my inner editor-type processes are working overtime. The ones that say that I can't write and maybe it's a good thing that nobody reads a lot of my fics, and maybe I shouldn't post to AO3, just into my own little corner so that people don't have to read my goshawful fics.
It's even affecting my in-progress stuff, which I'll go into under cut.
( Academic uncertainty, or why in the heck did I think I could even start to cover the complexity that is love in Fatal Frame II? )
( And now Kouta may be crushing on Michi which I did not mean to stick into Smoothing Skirts really )